Amazing

At the end of March this year I can't describe what was going through my mind when I awoke from surgery to have Shane tell me, "He couldn't fix it." I thought there was no hope for us having a baby. The doctor said our chances were slim, not of getting pregnant, but having the baby attach right. It was such a hard thing because Shane and I really were feeling like a part of our family was still missing. I never thought that I would feel what I felt when I was pregnant with Max. I have never had an issue with adoption, but I really felt sad I would never experience being pregnant again. I really couldn't remember what the little kicks felt like or how it felt when the baby moved around a lot. I think I took it all for granted, thinking I would always have another chance. It was so amazing the first time I felt our little girl move. Last night was just as amazing. I made Max and Shane stare at my stomach because she was kicking hard and they were able to see her kick. They were also able to feel her kick for the first time. It was so amazing, I can't describe it. We are so truly blessed!